Gay thoughts, confused about if I want to have them or not. I don't necessarily want to be a ...?

Sorry, "turning" straight is a no can do. Your born LGBT and people need to get over it. Your mother doesn't know anything, We're in 2010 now. She's living the stereotypical you hear it every day fears. If your smart and have commen sense. Just accept it, you're life will get 100% more easier. Just realize one thing, it's your life, not your mothers, not your fathers, none of your family. Yours.